Blah week!

This week has been awful! I have no good reason to even be saying this. I am able to walk, talk, drive, all my family is healthy, so what is going on? I am letting the devil get the best of me, taking away my victory! And why? My God is able and with his help I can over come this. I know these are the words I am supposed to say, the feelings I am supposed to have, buy why sometimes is it so hard to just put aside worries and let God?

I know the root of the problem, I have read scripture this week but not really listened to his voice. I have just read because it is the right thing to do. I have prayed but just enough to get by, saying I've done my duty today. I havn't fully given myself to God. I have taken my eyes off him and looking at how a friend may have let me down, or how life just gets so overwhelming for me.

The devil will use any tatic he can to keep us far from God. This week he has used my sinful nature, my lack of self confidance, to get the better of me. Yesterday I cried tears of grief and frustration over stupid things that I have allowed the devil to use to get me down, man does he know exactly where to hit!

Today I realize what the problem is and I'm going to "let go and let God". When I get myself out of the way, the Bible says ..he is exceedingly able do all we ask or think.

Thanks for letting me ramble.
ME