Blah week!

This week has been awful! I have no good reason to even be saying this. I am able to walk, talk, drive, all my family is healthy, so what is going on? I am letting the devil get the best of me, taking away my victory! And why? My God is able and with his help I can over come this. I know these are the words I am supposed to say, the feelings I am supposed to have, buy why sometimes is it so hard to just put aside worries and let God?

I know the root of the problem, I have read scripture this week but not really listened to his voice. I have just read because it is the right thing to do. I have prayed but just enough to get by, saying I've done my duty today. I havn't fully given myself to God. I have taken my eyes off him and looking at how a friend may have let me down, or how life just gets so overwhelming for me.

The devil will use any tatic he can to keep us far from God. This week he has used my sinful nature, my lack of self confidance, to get the better of me. Yesterday I cried tears of grief and frustration over stupid things that I have allowed the devil to use to get me down, man does he know exactly where to hit!

Today I realize what the problem is and I'm going to "let go and let God". When I get myself out of the way, the Bible says ..he is exceedingly able do all we ask or think.

Thanks for letting me ramble.
ME

Too many ideas

Ive been looking at too many blogs getting too many ideas, from cooking, cleaning, organizing,
decorating, to Christmas, and CRAFTING.

There are several things I want to do trying to get some income trickling into our budget. Last week I actually made laundry detergent, so far I like it, just have to remember to shake it up before each use.

I want to make some gifts for christmas, I've already seen one really cute idea using a washer, so I've been shopping at Ace hardware this week. I've made a fall wreath using pin wheels, it is adorable, can't wait to get it up.

I'm cooking for a new mother this week as well, it has been fun and the baby is super cute, but arent they all!

Football season starts today...GO VOLS.

C U LATER, . Janet

Long time no see!

Wow, its been along time since Ive posted. Reading back through earlier post I've got to get back on the right track with some things in my life!

My weight loss for one, I don't like the backward steps I've taken. I am getting back into some old eating habits that are leading no where good.

Secondly, the RU program I was doing has become stagnat. Gotta get back into it, that would help get a couple areas in my life back on track. Thankful we have a forgiving God.

We are now the youth leaders at our church, and I am most enjoying that aspect of our lives. God has been so good to allow us this privledge to serve him in shaping the lives of these teens.

I started working almost two years ago and that was good for me, helped me get out of the house, and to bring in financial resources to help my family. I got laid off the end of June, but I have an interview in just a few hours so I should be asleep instead of being here:-)

I want to start crafting and selling my goods, if they turn out worth any thing will post pix here and maybe get some positive feedback.

Well that is all for now maybe I will sleep. Before I go let me say if you don't know Christ as your personal Savior let me invite you to accept him now. John 3:16 states For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth on him shall not perish, but have everlasting life. It is that simple, believe and accept!